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Andy is going to hate me for this :P

October 05 2009

Reading Andys posts and knowing him and sharing in his life has got me thinking.   We go through some massive highs and lows. Since we met we have shared the most amazing of times and the darkest. I love you Andy and I hate you too, sometimes both at the same time.   I think we can be great for each other and I think we can bring out the worst in each other too. I have often called this passion, you have heard all that  but I want you to know that whatever we do, where ever we are the impact you have had on me and my life has been massive and I do not regret a single day, not even the bad ones.   I see things in you I have never found in others before. I identify with so much,  you make me see me how I really am and even when it is a hard pill to swallow I am grateful for it. You have been my rock and you have left me to stand on my own two feet when probably I have needed that the most.   I want for you all the things you want for yourself. I want you success, your happyness, your friends...all for you with out selfish intent.   I want to continue to share in your life and one day I want to be home :) Until then and ofcourse beyond I want for you your freedom too. But like a Lighthouse beacon that can guide to safety or protect from harm, i will always be here so you can find your way.   xx Me.   Anyone else here that would like to take this chance to tell someone they care.....lets spread the love :P

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  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    and I wouldn't have it any other way... Mr Peachy is my light in the darkness... my balance when my world is rocking... my best friend... and funny as, if only you guys knew him like I do... well maybe not THAT well   I love you babe! You're my No' 1 and today I'd like to dedicate the Dr Hook song 'Years From Now' to youYears from now, I want you years from nowAnd I hold you years from now as I love you tonightYou are my one true friend, always my one true friendAnd I love you till I'd say as I love you tonight I know this world that we live in can be hardNow and then and it will be againMany times we've been downStill love has kept us together the flame never dies When I look in your eyes the future I see Brilliant idea Sal :-*Mrs Peachy

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    Sal and Mrs P......both of you have just spoken beautiful words, not only for your partners, but also for all of us to share.  Those of you who have someone, cherish them and let them know, even in the darkest hours that you love them......and for those of us who don't have someone......just keep on with believing that love is out there for us to find. (and in the mean time, there's always filthy, naughty, debaucherous friends with benefits to keep us going. :)H xx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    a truly beautiful opener sal and Andy u must be a great guy to make sal feel those words... and vice versa Sal..... I have pple i like in RHP and great friends but no one i am in love with (that i know of anyway) but thansk for the opportunity.... great post... and thanks for sharing your love so to speak lol :) Cheers 2b :)

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    You two do look good together Sal. I especially like your new profile photo. I'm also loving the devilish sense of humour you both openly share with us. And then I use my imagination and think about a Sal and Andy sandwich and get a stiffy... which ends all my thoughts for how wonderful humanity is cause I wanna plant one away. :p which reinforces in my mind my initial statement that you really do look good together. Thanks for spreading the love, Guys. I love the Sal and Andy show and Im blessed to share in this little bit of it. Hugs Gazza

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    What can one say?  You came to me at a time when I had made a major decision that enough was enough.  This was how it was going to be or it wasn’t going to be at all.  You not only ticked every requirement on the list, but you added a few new ones and ticked those as well. I love you for the man you are, for your values and principles, even though your commitment to those things hurt me at times.  You have in the past, and are at present, teaching me how important those are to you, to me, and to those around us. I love you for your sense of humour.  Like Mrs Peachy with her Mr, I see a side of you that the world does not, and even though he scares me a little, I love your alter ego Manfred Von Vaxer.  One never gets tired of the idiocy and I feel privileged that you choose to share him with me.  And as for communication... given time, we will have our own sign language that no words will be needed to speak.  Even now, I get the giggles when I hear someone say ‘creamy’ and making the sign for that word comes so easily, and always with laughter attached. I love you for the words you have written for me, for the written challenges you have issued and for pushing me when I could not write.  I have never enjoyed writing so much as when I was creating a new reply to something you had taunted me with.  You are my match and my better when it comes to word smithing, and I love the challenge. You have taught me so much more about the world than I ever thought I could learn, and you did it in a way that I have found fascinating.  At times I have turned green with envy at some of your experiences, but hearing you speak of them carries me there and I am able to live them through your words, and it pleases me that you allow me to do the same, to show you my world with my words and thoughts. I love you for the tenderness and care you have shown me for the times when illness and tragedy have touched me.  For your silent support when Anastasia came and then left us so suddenly, for dealing with my grief and anger, for sharing your loss with me,  and for your consideration of my feelings and allowing me to slowly find my way back through the tears.  That’s something that I have treasured you for, your ability to recognise my weakness, wrap me in your arms and impart your strength when it’s been needed the most.   You truly have been and continue to be my rock. But in reality my love, I cannot put into mere words what you are to me, or how much I appreciate being able to share your life and all the laughter, pain and joy that goes with it.  Just know that you are loved and cherished and I thank God for the privilege of knowing a man such as you are. Your Bella

  • RHP

    RHP User

    15 years ago

    but actually doesn't.. so... nice work.LRE (share the love)