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Is there something wrong with me?

February 04 2014

I love sex and all what is involved with it. RHP brings me experiences I had not come across before. Had a oily session with someone....he had me on the massage table and was sliding over my body...I have to say it didn’t do much for me in getting more horny....but now comes the weird part. Since then I am want to oil the" male"...(yes only the once I like) not everybody, so don’t get ideas out there in the RHP world. I love touching the male body....I had now twice someone over to just rub him all over give him a orgasm at the end, I am just topless I don’t even want him to touch me, and I am not wanting anything in return. I LOVE IT, so what is wrong with me? I must be going crazy. He has a very, very nice body, chisel arse and beautiful penis. So what is wrong with me? Why don’t I get wet? Why don’t I want him to fuck me senseless....Why do I only want to give? A very confused Litonya

Comments

  • gazpacho

    gazpacho

    11 years ago

    Let me share a little worldly advice on this subject. I am duty bound by professional code of conduct to inform you that you should use it, or lose it. A well oiled machine must be put through its paces or you will wear a flat spot on the tyres (or something). Seriously, even if you don't feel that horny, jump on it and give it a crack, literally. You'll soon get the urges you lack initially.... it's like riding a bike. Even people who are hell bound to be a giver such as yourself... giving pleasure by these glorious massages... must work on taking it... It's always a thrill to find someone who can take it... you know what I mean... by taking it, as much as someone can give, you are also giving! It's win ... win. HugsGazpacho

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    It's like appreciating art Litonya... The appreciation of a beautiful body without it being sexual for you, perhaps.

  • Mischeviouslad

    Mischeviouslad

    11 years ago

    Nothing at all wrong..... You're simply exploring your current interests.... which are tactile and sensual without necessarily being sexual. It's merely a different dimension.... enjoy it :) - Posted from rhpmobile

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Maybe it's the excitement of a new experience and on some level you feel in total control of the situation with the fact that he is completely in your hands overriding the sexual desire. Although that might be complete bullshit I can't think of anything else to help with your confusion. Hope someone can offer some useful advice.We do enjoy oil massage sessions and used to strip the water bed back to the bladder to make for some very slippery situations but cleaning up the mess got to big a job so now just put down a few towels. Can't help with not wanting to fuck each other senseless after though sorry Litonya.Mr J

  • Smilingwithfun

    Smilingwithfun

    11 years ago

    You say at the start that RHP brings you new experiences. You are experiencing are new one now. Why wonder, enjoy.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    You know that i know you are an extremely giving woman, all woman in fact. So hey dont wonder any more, AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU! XXXXX

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    I loved it just as much as he did. It was a lovely way to connect with him and the way he used to react to my touch was exhilarating. Weird thing was, he couldn't do it to me unless he was watching the football at the same time.

  • MsSuperFoxy

    MsSuperFoxy

    11 years ago

    Enjoy it Litonya, if you like doing it. There is nothing wrong with YOU. You're exploring, you go woman! You're a GIVER and he's a TAKER in this situation. Just don't let him take advantage of you, and want it ALL the time with nothing in return. It should be equal. Foxy xx PS- What is the oil you use???

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    I did a hot yoga class today and I did a perfect bendback. I haven't done one of those for over 20 years! Felt good........ but now I ache ALL over!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Yet everyone jumps on the bandwagon about dysfunctional families. Like each of us, you are not alone and I'd imagine in someone's reckoning yes there is something wrong with you. Don't sweat the small stuff. I am sure he has a lovely bod, arse and penis. That's funny. Take 2 and call me in the morning. Just don't keep taking whatever your on .

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Gaz I have sex, I am not coming to short, had just a day before.... its just so nice to be this way with this man. Meeka ....you are right his body is art in a way....and it is a pleasure to touch him in this way....also I think to make him come gives me this awe feeling :) ML.... thank you, you are making it more clear to me....its nice to give without asking anything Jelly.....I am 57 look at my age....and I could cry for joy what I am experiencing and letting come my way. Smilingwithfun.....you are right too, why do I even questioning it....and you know what....through voicing it on here and you all giving me your thoughts on it more and more.... I know. K... my lovely friend.....you know me so well, ....thank you Paintme..... I never did this before....its a eyeopener for me. What is inside me Foxy...no he is very respectful and doesn't take advantage of me...he would really spoil it by not receiving what I give him,I am sure he can sense it.. Will let you know what oil it is, nothing expensive. Its tasteless ...lucky for me lol Meeka..... you have to come to me....:) Hey beautiful people .....ohhh God living and loving is just so wonderful...I am totally nuts with myself and where I am at the moment in my life.I hope it makes some sense what I am trying to say.Love be with you.:)

  • inspirit

    inspirit

    11 years ago

    maybe?

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    for sure

  • inspirit

    inspirit

    11 years ago

    I can't give or receive a massage unless it leads too sex and it ALWAYS leads too sex. *sighs* be nice too have your tenacity tho I don't see the point in a massage unless sex is involved. Yes Yes of course I do go too my fave day spa for a massage tho then I generally fall asleep. L...maybe I am strange and you are normal

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Maybe my inner kinky side is tickled senseless by this touching. In a way we all nuts

  • animefiend

    animefiend

    11 years ago

    Meeka, but it seems I am out of your age bracket. Apparently I am good at massages too XD And I agree, just take pleasure in this new experience, and keep exploring :D

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Have had a lady sprinkle powder over my body for full rub down and to be honest I found that much better then messy oils :)) but I guess each to there own hey

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Okay, all I can think about is slithering around naked and all oiled up with a group Of people on a plastic sheet. Have you heard about hot oil parties ?

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Please, please sign me up for the next one...... Oh that is so going on the fuckit list...

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    You are a beautiful soul. I love this thread. Enjoy his body and how it makes you feel. Men's bodies really are a life force to be savoured. xxx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Yes please.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    They are very sensual but they don't necessarily have to be sexual. I saw a doco on a swingers commune in Germany I think it was and every so often the community would get into a small room, all nude, lots of oil, incense, chanting, then lights out and you just felt your way around and got in tune with your body and other bodies. Sort of like meditation. :P I haven't done that but I think it would be good. I have had two men on a tarp before... It was sensual and sexual. Afterwards we all had a shower together and they washed my hair. Awesome day!!

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Oops me & two men, one hot room, one tarp, and a big bottle of baby oil is what I meant to say.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    I believe it is a great statement what you made Meeka....sometimes the sensual part is left out.. I mean we all like the sex....and when we reconnect to this sensual bit of just giving it is so" bubble bath like" being oiled and touched or just someone washing your hair.I m flying.

  • gazpacho

    gazpacho

    11 years ago

    I'm sorry. I thought you were complaining "what's wrong with me." about not having the urge to fuck that hot jock.... You know, people seem infatuated with penetrative intercourse... As a guy with some experience, I recognise that there are times when a man's junk doesn't perform as anticipated, for a host of potential causes.... So there are times when a guy has to improvise. I see dudes get all worked up about it and see it as some kind of failure... It doesn't have to be that way. I'm so glad, you're exploring alternatives. Enjoyable sexual moments don't have to involve penetrative intercourse. There are always more skills to explore, acquire and develop. One of my all time favourites involves sticking my thumb in a man's bum while he is screwing a woman.... And then by manipulation and lots of effort... I can make her feel my every move.... And he has so much prostatic pressure that he can't help but cum.... It's a hoot, and I can do it bound with one hand behind my back, tied to a post and ball gagged. Hugs Gazpacho

  • gazpacho

    gazpacho

    11 years ago

    That sounds awfully wet and messy! A tarp? Lmfao... What a sensual guy! I hope you broke your strap on off inside one of the dirty buggas! Hugs Gazpacho xxx

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Quoting 'Meeka100'every so often the community would get into a small room, all nude, lots of oil, incense, chanting, then lights out and you just felt your way around and got in tune with your body and other bodies. Sort of like meditation. :P

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Quoting 'gazpacho51' That sounds awfully wet and messy! A tarp? Lmfao... What a sensual guy! I hope you broke your strap on off inside one of the dirty buggas! Hugs Gazpacho xxx That is a dirty rumour.... nobody was hurt nor did anything break.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    It's strange isn't it, how some things are indelibly etched in your mind... that whole day is so clear in my head. It was a wonderful day and I hope I get the opportunity to do it again one day.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Thinks etched in my your mind??? Oops that should say "Things etched in my mind"

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    My first girlfriend and I used to love giving each other massages. Although I remember this one particular time at band camp... Where she sat on my oiled arse whilst i was face down and she was massaging my back, and in a matter of seconds I could feel her dripping down into my crack and over my balls. I'd never seen/felt her more turned on than that.

  • RHP

    RHP User

    11 years ago

    Oops now what were you looking for?