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Vibe & feeling emotional

August 24 2022

My FWB and I went away last weekend for lots of naughtiness. We went for dinner on the Saturday night and I wore the WeVibe. He forgot to turn remote on so he couldn't access vibe thru his app- I had just the vibe inside me. After dinner, we went for a walk along the river before catching a taxi back to the hotel. Things got really hot and heavy in the taxi....to the point I thought I was going to cum. We absolutely loved it.....even tho there were no vibrations, I loved the feeling of something inside me, and him putting pressure on it as I moved my hips against his hand in the taxi, and being in public. Sunday night....we planned a repeat of the Saturday night. I had to psych myself up to put it in, as I knew he would be using the app on his phone and things were going to be even more intense than the previous night . We went to a bar for a drink prior to walking to the restaurant. Unfortunately, we walked in the wrong direction, so what should have been a 5 minute walk took closer to 20 mins. This is where it gets weird.....2 minutes from the restaurant, I remember feeling incredibly over-whelmed and very vulnerable. I was emotional and even shed a tear at the restaurant. By the time we got back to hotel, I was feeling really flat, still emotional and guilty for letting him down. We were chatting tonight, trying to process what happened. Turns out, I can't remember leaving the bar and my memory is blank until we were 2 minutes from restaurant. He said he could see me get more "spacey" and less logical in the time between bar and restaurant. I loved Saturday night, but really struggling with my feelings on the Sunday night. He has been so supportive, and is trying to help me the best he can. I have no issues or concerns with him. I just want to know why I reacted the way I did on the Sunday night. Any insight greatly appreciated. 🥰

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countrytouch82

2 years ago

Maybe a drink being tampered with is my first thought? Especially if your memory was failing you.

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Inflation

2 years ago

It could've been an anxiety attack babe. It can sneak up on you sometimes, and overwhelms you when you least expect it. When we step outside our routines or comfort zones, and that can be a trigger. I wouldn't worry about it babes. Your perfectly fine. It can happen to the best of us.

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FeistyFatty

2 years ago

Sounds like an anxiety attack.

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MsSuperFoxy

2 years ago

Adrenalin drop. It's shithouse! Suddenly BOOM! It hits you. It can cause some pretty heavy emotions that sneak up on you out of nowhere, especially after a great sexual activities. Subs get it a lot after BDSM sessions. That's why after care is very important. You partner sounds like it gave you some pretty good care. Bless his cotton socks. He's a 10. Ms Foxy

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FireJuggler

2 years ago

Hi Nurse, definitely sounds like anxiety to me. I suffer from a similar thing, it can be very disconcerting. One thing I found helped me is to try and go through in my mind what was happening, not trying to understand why it happened, just trying to remember how it felt. That way if it happens again you will be a bit more aware of what is going on and it isn't as scary.

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RHP User

2 years ago

If you google "subspace" you will get lots of helpful hints. So me subspoace was completely different -I felt happy and alive.

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